Deep corner's disussion about all between heaven and hell..(hm?).. ================================================================== Yeah!, here I'll include yet another of this sweet 'n'crazy article comi'n right away from my very own brain! As the subject already might have told you, it has really nothing to do with the magazine and such things itself. I suggest that you read it anyway, who knows, you might share the same thougts as I am. If you do, lucky you, b'cos then you must have to be a genius! Okey, here we go, I know many people (often the press and non-computer people and such lower ranged human beings!, but anyway) who wants to know the motivation of writing these "malicious" programs, ie viruses. Motivations? oh, that's a good word!, just as some musicians (specially gays!, for example groups like Pet Shop Boys, yuck!) are talking loud about inspiration and all kinda weird sources. This "inspiration" made them write that song, dedicated to that person, and all this "nice" stuffs, how sweat. Well, it might be so, that the artist with this VERY creative brain wrote that song as a dedication to a special girl or something, hm, well more boy friends in the case of Pet Shop Boys! They might have been that obsessed with this person, and wrote the text just to remember this person forever. Oh, this is sweat!! Forever, infinite, eternal, love. Yeah, *sigh* they includes some of my very favourites words!! And I've myself used this words, written peoms, songs, and other stuffs to dedicate my works, my thoughts, to one special girl. Or well, Maria?, period So, what am I then trying to say?? Well, this inspiration this obsession, this stuff, can't this just be rubbish?? I mean, in some cases (not all!), it must be rubbish, lies and nothing but pure noncense! Some *must* do it in pure greed only. They want to sell all kinda things, cd's, books, yes, the list is long., just for the money, fame, yes, in some cases it's pure greed only! Well, then let's talk about greed. I've made my own citat, but to compare it with something other, I took another, quite "equal", but in its meaning, very different citat. It comes from an "old" swedish virus writer who called himself Tormentor. He wrote this: "Fame is really your WORST enemy." (Tormentor/DY) Well, I surely understand him, I really do. He got lotsa bad publicty from all different papers around the country. But that citat, is kinda "selfish" (not calling him selfish or anything!), but it just reflex the situation on one single person. Myself i am always thinking in big scales. Therefor, I can with 100% assurance claim that the following citat is true, for all humans living on a planet, called earth. "Greed is really your WORST enemy." (The Unforgiven/IR) Well, it's true, sad but true..Peoples worst enemy is that we can't ever be satisfied! We want more and more and more, and if we got *everything* we still want to get more! This is sick, this is human's worst enemy! If a man (human in general!) got everything, everything that money can buy ie, "material" things. He still wants more, yes sure, I mean, he must also care about our "inside". Sure, but let's then say he got it all there too. He got a good whife, he is satisfied with his work, with himself, and nearly everthing. Well, then the question is, does this man want more? Yes!! I am sure he's always missing something!! Then what can this man want to have?? Well, you might not guess it, but lemme think here, hm, he wants to live forever, he wants to be immortal! Yes! sure as hell he wants!, he's enjoying his life, and don't want it to end. This is against the human "laws", but he still wants it! Then he've heard something about the DNA research, which says that he *can* be immortal!! Oh, then it's all clear, this man will live forever, all the way into eternity!! But is he then satisfied?? NO WAY! Now when he's immortal, he can't see no limit for his knowledge!, he wants to explore the space, he wants to travel in time, he wants it all! (thanks, Queen!). Yes, I couldn't have written it better myself (besserwisser!:)), but he wants it all, period Yeah, right, there'll always be evil as long as the word greed exists! But then again, what am I trying to say?, am I this kinda person?, I dunno, we all got demands, we'll need to be satisfied, myself aswell. But then anyway, I remember I wrote some stuff about motivation, and inspiration. Yes, they're controlled by our greed. If we had no moti- vation, or inspiration we wouldn't have done shits! If it wasn't for the human greed, we hadn't done shits! So, we must have some sort of greed, but as I told you, human greed can't stop, there's no limit! Then, you might ask, what's my motivation, my inspiration, and what it the source of my greed? Hm!, this is tough questions, with no really 100% true answer! Okey, like I said in the last issue (refering to Maria K), "You're my only inspiration, my unlimited source...", well, that might be a bit of the truth, but far away from everything! There is lotsa more stuff that I wants, even if I don't know it! It's somewhere in mine subconsciousness, which tells me my evil demands. Evil?, interesting word, well, I'd like to say that all demands are evil, so you can't say that I'm a evil one just b'cos I've written some viruses. Viruses are harmless, it's the bombs, which may cause you trouble. I've now, finally realized that a virus doesn't have to carry a bomb, for being "phun". It all depends of its cabability to spread out. But then, why am I making bombs, and other naughy things in nearly all of my viruses?, I dunno!, promise you! If I had the answer that question, I wouldn't have made any futher bombs in my common viruses. But I'll most likely include bombs in those too. What a shame!.. Anyhow, I'll now quit this article (thanks for reading!!), with one last message: "express yourself!". Yeah, right, if it wasn't for this magazine, I'd have been an author, a composer, or even a poet, not saying that I does this for living or anyway, but still.. = THE UNFORGIVEN =